I was thinking about why my life looks the way it does, i mean, why is it that the things i do here at the office look like what they do. why is it that my work day has my mind wandering and there are times that i spend on ministry. is it because it's acceptable at the office, no. i don't think any office accepts that. i also know that it's 6:20 and i stayed late to finish some work and work hard, generally. iunno... we have one life and we live that out. when you care about God and his kingdom your life will reflect that even when it's not acceptable. i'm ok with not being acceptable.